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story 113
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my earliest memory of
my vagina is...
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when I was quite small
- maybe 8 or so. Not sure how I became aware of it but possibly from playing
with myself as children do and the touching gave me comfort
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when I was
little, my mother told me...
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all I needed
to know about my body, about hygiene,about sex and having babies, about
keeping away from boys and avoiding intimate contact and that it shouldn't
be thought of as 'dirty' to touch oneself. My mother must have known I
touched myself a lot. At the age I heard this it only helped me to wonder
what happened if I came in contact with a boy. Anyway nearly all children
experiment with sex in one way or another, and I don't think I was any
exception.
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when my friends
and I first talked about our vaginas...
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was when
we were together we did ask why we all developed at different stages even
though we were all much the same age. I was lucky I had an older sister
and I saw her develop from a child's body to a young woman, the rounding
of the body and muscles, the breasts and hair growth and having her first
period.
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when I got
my first period...
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I was thrilled
as I had waited for it. I guess I was coming up to 11, maybe 12. The first
time it happened I only noticed when I went home after school and changed
my clothes to see my stained panties. I went and sat on the toilet expecting
it to all come out but it didn't. I took a shower and put on fresh panties
but later in the evening I noticed my panties stained again. I told my
Mom what was happening and she gave me a tampon straight away. My next
time was nearly 3 months later and I did get some pain in my stomach for
about 3 days before and as I was on holiday I wanted to see what happened.
So I sat squat over a mirror to see what came from my body. After almost
2 hours I only saw about 6 drops. I thought it would be oozing from my
body and running down my legs.
I was happy to be having my periods and still am today but do suffer from
the pre-menstrual pains and headaches for a few days but afterwards it
seems to make my sex drive go up.
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the first
time I shared my vagina with someone else...
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was when
I was probably 10. I was watching my sister dress for school one day and
noticed her quite prominent breasts and hair. We weren't shy dressing
in front of one another and on one occasion she said that I must be getting
some hair now. She had a look and indeed I had very little hairs starting.
I also had my little budding breasts too.
One evening my friend came over to our house and we were talking about
our bodies. I mentioned that I had little hairs growing and she told she
had quite a few already. I didn't believe her and so she proved it by
dropping her panties for me to see. She did have a lot more hairs than
I did. They were almost jet black, like her hair color. It was while I
was running my fingers through these hairs that my finger went, by chance,
in between her lips, expolring. She reacted and pulled away but then said
she wanted to see me. I took off my panties and she ran her fingers over
my lips and like me she ran her finger into my lips.
From then on we had many times exploring each other like this and got
to know each others parts very very well and saw each other change from
being girls to womanhood.
When we were in our mid teens and getting keen on boys we decided to try
a trick on some boys. We could only do this when one or other of our parents
were out for a time. We asked one boy back to my house saying we would
show what we had if he showed us what he had but he had to be first. This
went on between my house and my friends house over many months, with different
boys between 12 and 16
The idea was that we would get one of our friends to call us at an exact
time so we always organised it that about 10 minutes before the phone
would ring, we would get the boy to drop his shorts and show us his penis.
We touched it, played with it and his scrotum and felt the hard 'balls'
inside. We would be looking at it when the phone went and then make the
excuse we had to go out so he would have to go. That way he never saw
us. We did this for about 8 times with these boys - always seeing his
penis. Some boys were more developed than others and some had quite thich
hair growth all around the groin. Some penis's were big and some were
quite scraggy looking.
On the 9 or 10th time our friend didn't phone us as expected and the boy
with us said we had to carry out the bargain. We tried to make excuses
but he insisted saying it was only fair.
At first neither of us was keen as we had managed to avoid it before but
since I was braver I relented and since we had encouraged him I felt I
had to do it, so I dropped my panties in front of him and saw his eyes
pop out of his head. My friend did so next and we stood beside each other
as he looked at each of us in turn. He got down on his knees in front
of us both looked and touched each of us. He parted my legs and spread
my lips to see more of the inside. For the first time we felt a 'thrill'
come over us. With my friend he pushed his finger inside and I could see
her almost doubling up, I guess from the pleasure. He seemed more sure
of himself than some of the other boys we had seen and as he was touching
us we saw him get an erection. As he touched us each we could feel his
fingers sliding into us between our lips and into our vaginas. He said
it would be easier if we laid on the floor so he could see us better.
So we did and while he continued to play with us we played with his penis.
We must have 'played' like this for some 10-15 minutes and could see he
was getting very excited. After a while he took his penis in his hand
and rubbed it. While doing this he stopped doing anything to us. My friend
got behind him and played with his balls while I gave him small kisses
and touched the top of his penis as his hand slid downwards. In no time
he ejaculated, some of it over me. We hadn't expected this and had to
do something about cleaning it up but before we could he managed to push
me on my back and lay on top of me with his penis between my legs. By
now I had become extremely juicy myself and it was just nice to feel my
wetness on his really stiff penis. By now my friend was sitting astride
him on top of us both pushing him into me. Though he didn't enter me it
felt sooooo good. I wouldn't have let him anyway. When we finished I found
his left over sperm amongst my lip hairs
From then on we all met up quite often and eventually invited another
boy to join us. We never had real sex but it always felt just as good
pretending. But we were always better prepared for the sperm to ensure
it never marked anything.
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what I told/would tell
my daughter about her vagina...
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is what my mum told me
and be sure she understand what she gets into if she goes too far.
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this conversation
makes me think...
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that being
a teenager isn't that bad after all. I think your inhibitions are less
than when you get older and become more sensible and wiser.
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