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story 149
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my earliest memory of
my vagina is...
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ever so young
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when I was
little, my mother told me...
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all
I ever needed to know
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when my friends
and I first talked about our vaginas...
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can't
remember as too long ago
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when I got
my first period...
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probably
in my early teens
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the first
time I shared my vagina with someone else...
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was
perhaps in a moment of madness. I was already in a relationship with
a real sweet guy who adored the pants off me. We never made love as he
respected me so much but we did the usual touching and feeling bit. We
frequently slept together and especially when on holiday.
I went to an all girl party on one occasion and may have ended up having
too much to drink as I was the only one left after 3am and didn't feel
like going home. My host. a friend of a friend, suggested I stop over
and provided a bed and night clothes. I was keen to get to sleep and
sober up. As I was undressing this lady came into my room and as I was
pulling open my top she placed her hand on my breast, twitching my nipple,
and gave me a kiss on the cheek and I felt her other hand wandering into
my crutch. I weakened as the desires swept over me. I also felt the need
to repulse her but her hand in my crutch was hitting the vital spots.
I made to move towards the bed but she pulled off my skirt and pants
and then led me to the bed where I promptly lay down wanting to go to
sleep. She wouldn't let me and started to kiss and fondle me. I tried
to resist but the drink had had it's effect. We lay kissing and she fondled
me until eventually I too was fondling her and removing her clothing
and getting to her crutch. Eventually she got off the bed and turned
her back on me. I didn't know what she was doing but I think closed my
eyes hoping to sleep when she came back and climbed on top of me. Before
I knew it she had planted a strap on dildo in between my legs, up into
my vagina, and we were having sex. It felt so good and so pleasurable
and she was also working my clit as she went. After she had finished
she wanted me to do it to her but I wouldn't and suddenly felt a wave
of revulsion come over me - a woman I didn't know had just had sex with
me. I then turned over and ignored her. As soon as I woke in the morning
I dressed and left to go home to get away from the experience. More to
the point I felt she had robbed me of my virginity as I had had sex as
a young teenager but afterwards hd 'saved' myself for my special man.
Initially I regretted the experience very much and only had bitterness
towards the woman but my boyfreind soon had me feeling different. It
was later that I felt I needed to have him inside me in order to wipe
away the memory and so eventually persuaded him that we should make love
and it was a most incredible and sweet experience for us both when we
both needed it. Very romantic and we made it a very special moment in
our lives. I never revealed to him what had happened and nver will.
I never saw this woman again but she left me with a lasting feeling that
I wanted it again and so I came to have some relationships with other
women. But only with my closest friends who I am sure wanted to share
women/women experiences without involvement as they had lasting relationships
with men too. My last experience was 3 weeks bfore I married knowing
that I didn't need this form of relationship again.
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what I told/would tell
my daughter about her vagina...
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avoid drink if
you want to enjoy the experience of love and sex.
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this conversation
makes me think...
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of
sex with my boyfriend as he was.
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